Share

Interviews

Deep Thinking | Nicholas Wolken Explains ‘Turn Of Mind’

The Patagonia ambassador’s new film is a personal journey through the environmental crisis

Above: Nicholas Wolken PC- Ed Blomfield

In 2018, Patagonia changed their mission statement to reflect the urgency of the climate crisis. 

“We’re in business to save our home planet.”

It is an impressively blunt challenge, not least for a company that – however much it seeks to minimise its own environmental footprint – ultimately manufactures a hell of a lot of stuff. Can capitalism be harnessed to fix the problem it created, or are we destined to live out a real-life Mad Max dystopia in the not-too-distant future?

“The idea of saving our home planet just made me feel sick to my stomach – it’s so overwhelming”

One thing’s for sure, the company founded by climber Yvon Chouinard over 45 years ago is not shying from the awkward questions – and through countless workshops and initiatives, it encourages its ambassadors, staff and customers to help find the answers.

PC: Ed Blomfield

Nicholas Wolken has been a rider on the Patagonia snow team for a few seasons, but like many of us he admits to feeling overwhelmed in the face of such a massive, global challenge. His new film, Turn of Mind, was a way for him to explore the issue, drawing on his training as a psychologist to confront, honestly, our relationship with nature and what each of us can do to contribute to the solution.

We caught up with him at a screening in Innsbruck to find out more.

Can you explain how the film came about?

Personally, I always felt like something needs to be done about the environment, but I never thought I was capable [of helping], or could find the motivation, because the idea of saving our home planet just made me feel sick to my stomach – it’s so overwhelming.

I went to this ‘Tools for Ambassadors’ summit [organised by Patagonia], and I saw so many inspirational people doing a lot of different projects, and they were basically just looking at what they’re passionate about and trying to do something. It made me think, ‘how can I use psychology to find that drive that these guys have?’ The idea then came to make a film about it, which might inspire people to go on that same journey.

A few turns in Turn Of Mind | PC: Aaron Schwartz

How does psychology connect to the environmental crisis?

There’s a lot of research out there on the topic, showing how an emotional connection with nature will actually make you act more in favour of it. I thought that was really interesting.

So the film is about how snowboarding can encourage us to think more positively about nature?

Yeah. And digging deeper, in therapy we work with emotions a lot. Usually under a certain emotion is a different emotion, and the deeper you get the closer you get to the core of your personality and what you are as a human. I used this technique that I use with clients when dealing with everyday problems. It can start with a bad feeling in the chest, for example. You don’t really think about it, but your body kinda gives you the answer for what fits that feeling – what word or image. It’s like a personal development process.

“There’s a lot of research showing how an emotional connection with nature will actually make you act more in favour of it”

I thought it would be interesting to do that specifically on the environmental crisis we’re facing, because it’s really an existential crisis. It’s like being diagnosed with cancer and you know it’s gonna go downhill from here. How do you deal with that? It’s gonna give you that feeling of being overwhelmed. If you dig deeper you’ll find that you’re really scared, probably. And if you dig deeper you might find anger about the whole situation, and if you dig deep enough you’ll end up feeling super sad, for the loss.

PC: Aaron Schwartz

And how does that help? What do you do with that information at the end of the process?

It’s not really about the information, it’s about how the experience changes you. Being there, spending time there and looking at it. Giving it the platform that it wants to have. If you bury those feelings then they’re gonna haunt you at some point. You’ll start to get panic attacks, maybe, or chronic pains that nobody can really explain. If you focus on the emotions and stay there – instead of pushing them aside, as we tend to do – then you feel more connected to who you really are.

When you’re hiking, you kinda suck up the surroundings, and what feeling they’re evoking in you. Being really open to them and realising this is really giving me something”

Bringing it back to the environment, I came across [the work of] Arne Næss and Theodore Rosack, and the idea there was that if people are truly connected to nature, they feel grief and pain for nature and they’re acting from a different mental state. They’re so much more motivated, it’s like caring for a family member. It’s so much closer.

I know that journey in therapy, and I think it’s also possible to do it in relation to nature. It’s a giant organism, I think, and we can build that relationship with it and care for it. Then it’s not just a moral obligation, it’s something you want to do. It felt like the people I met [through Patagonia] were really happy, they were doing something from the heart. The film is a little bit about that journey, and a little bit of a self experiment, focusing on the topic when we’re splitboarding.

PC: Carlos Blanchard

It sounds a lot like meditation?

Yeah. When you’re hiking, you kinda suck up the surroundings, and what feeling they’re evoking in you. Being really open to them and realising this is really giving me something. If you’re just running up the hill to get fit you tend to overlook that stuff.

It’s a beautiful film. Who shot it?

Christoph Weber. We helped him carry all the gear up to a hut that we used as a base, using two big sleds we borrowed from a friend of mine.

“What we can do is inspire people to think differently and put pressure on politicians, go out on the streets and reach our community. That’s where we have the reach”

And who else is riding in it?

Luca Albrisi and James Niderberger. They’re both friends of mine, and very invested in ecology. Luca is also really strong in philosophy.

So on a slightly less deep note, what was your favourite line? Was there any special moment? 

[Laughs] Snowboarding wise, the last line in the movie was the best for me. Also the build-up – we all walked back there together. We’d already spent three days in the hut together and it was a really fun time – end of season, not too much stress anymore. It made it special.

PC: Ed Blomfield

Do you think we CAN turn around the climate crisis? 

I think there is a possibility, but it’s pretty hard. We’ve certainly gotta try.

Is splitboarding the future of snowboarding with that in mind?

We could all be super green and live behind a rock, but I think it needs a big system change. What we can do is inspire people to think differently and put pressure on politicians, go out on the streets and reach our community. That’s where we have the reach. I can’t turn off big oil. But if we do that, then we might touch into other spheres, and other people might do the same and so on. 

There have been revolutions in the past, where big things have changed through pressure starting from the bottom. And it feels like something’s happening at the moment. Luca was telling me how he’s been speaking out for a long time, but the reaction has changed. People were shocked before. Now it’s become a normal topic, which means it’s something real. And they’re starting to relate it to their lives. Before it was like “OK – big companies, big pollution sucks”; now it’s something that depends on us.

Turn of Mind is released online on Monday 23rd December

PC: Ed Blomfield
PC: Ed Blomfield
Newsletter Terms & Conditions

Please enter your email so we can keep you updated with news, features and the latest offers. If you are not interested you can unsubscribe at any time. We will never sell your data and you'll only get messages from us and our partners whose products and services we think you'll enjoy.

Read our full Privacy Policy as well as Terms & Conditions.

production